The most attractive girl/guy will not date anybody but charms everybody...
Don't you think so?
Anyway,I'm angry at people who show that they hate me although I didn't do anything bad to them...
And please don't ever use reverse psychology on me because I can't decipher what you are signalling to me and will probably think that you loathe me...
For me,I think physical appearance doesn't really matter to me because I think what matters is really the inner beauty...
Yeah,I may be saying this because:
1.I am not pretty myself
2.I think Urata is nice for he is like a big brother although he is not good-looking...
Sometimes,as we don't have any male siblings in the family,we might be yearning for a brother(?) who can take care of us...
So,I think that's why I treat my male friends like brothers:)
People always see me as a kid,a child...
But please don't use that to view me,especially since I'm the same age as you:D
P.S:I know nobody is reading my blog anymore,but at least I get to the feeling of talking to someone^.^
I added a new song~'SCANDAL' by Kangta & Vanness..
It's nice~Very hip-hoppy~
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Have you done your homework?
I have completed mine:)
Sometimes,the toughest is taking the first step...
And once you make that step,the rest is just a piece of cake:D
P.S:If you're a Final Fantasy fan,you should be interested in FF XII now,and it's hot in Japan currently...
Not VII which is considered new in Singapore,but old in Japan!
↓Four good friends?
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Probably then I won't have time to blog...
But I often don't do what I preach..
Like saying that I will put my studies first and blah blah stuff like that...
But there's something really urgent that I need to do and I AM going to do it~
MY ENGLISH GRADES!~
Please remind me if I forget this issue...
Thank You...
P.S:What is your motto for Life?
Princess Pig(my younger sister's) is:
'I live to eat...'
I think 'I live to change (the world)' is quite nice...
But preferably,mine is now:'I must work hard~'
But like I say,I don't do what i preach:)
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Because once you're in it,you become a different person(for most people)..
Although many of us(who have never been in relationships) can say,'I won't be like that in the future',it is hard to predict,as when you are saying this,you are worried about whether you can keep this promise...
So the best thing is to give yourself time to prepare yourself...
Just bear in mind that you cannot lose your true self at anytime:)
Although I haven't had any experience,I just want to speak...
So,if you don't agree,just forget it...
I still have Social studies,English and Physics homework to be completed...
And it doesn't really feel like the holidays are ending and that the battle is about to begin~
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Don't you find this title too common?
But which of these that you find,can you relate to?
Which of these can touch your heart?
Probably yours?
But in here,the reality,many of us are not entitled to that kind of love...
I still have English & SS homework..
Although that is just a small pile of papers,it actually needs a lot of time,especially for both elementary & additional maths...
But I prefer doing the latter for the 2 maths subjects:D
Anyway,I spotted the RedWhite Anime Song Battle 2006 poster at Comics Connection today...
And I was full of hope,thinking I could join...
But it turns out that everything is already done by the Shiroi Tsubasa Club involved:(
Actually,if I want to participate,I would want to sing Real Emotion(FFX) or Dearest(Inuyasha)...
The original singer for the 1st song is Koda Kumi,though I don't like her while the second is sung by Ayumi Hamasaki...
Okay,I shall end here,but something before I go...
Question:What hurts most about a relationship?
The breakup...
Whether it's between two people who want to go different ways,or being broken up by other worldly things especially life and death...
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But I have still tons of them incomplete...
It was really stressful doing work at the last minute...
Serves me right:(
And I've been tuning in to the World Cup matches too...
Staying up late and waking up in the late morningXP
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I went to the new renovated mall yesterday and there were plenty of shops selling buttons,fabrics and everything that is used to make clothes,accessories and bags~
Actually,I got to know of the contents of this mall from the Channel 8 show,where Guo Liang and Chen hanwei help people make clothes...
The place was just so cool~But I could only look because I simply didn't had enough money to but everything in the shops...
I'm going to wait for the 'O'-Levels to finish,then I rush down to these shops on my route to becoming a self-employed fashion designer cum tailor!
Then next year's Chinese New Year's clothes won't be dull anymore!
Perhaps,I could get my sisters to wear my works of creation!*evil laughter*
And I am looking forward to creating elegant pieces of prom wear...
Can't wait for the last day of the 'O'-Levels...
And I will work hard for my studies:)
Here's a list of what I will do after the national exams:
--Mentioned in the above about designing & blah blah~
--Get a new handphone(see below)
Yeah,I prefer clamshell phones now,so I hope I'll get one of these phones in the near future,although by then,they are considered old models...
But I still like them,especially the white one(SGH-E870)...
From top to bottom:Nokia 6125,N71,SGH-E870
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I've been so naive for the past two years..
Forgetting the bad things people do to me...
Abandoning me,neglecting me...
And only remember what they have done for me..
Be SO GRATEFUL to them although they don't give two hoots about your kindness or ignore them...
Why should I help you when you forget our promise/pact?
I might be,to you,someone who can't react to any mistreatings,and if you want to give me advice on that,the first thing to consider is whether you have treated me as bad in any way...
Or else,giving me advice on how to revolt is equal to condemning yourself,for YOU are the person who told me to stand tall,for YOU are the one who does not do what you preach...
And if you ever thought that I'm SO not cool or good in anything,I never thought you were either..
Yes,as you can see,I'm angry..
Furious at myself being so stupid and blind to the 'evil' I see in people...
My blog might soon become a personal diary,since I assume no one is reading...
But I'll still post anyway,because if one day if I'm really gone,then people can read a dead person's thoughts...
And my words and thoughts can live on...
P.S:LOVE EDITION--
'Men hope to be a woman's first love,women wished they could be a man's last romance'(edited quote)
--Oscar Wilde
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So,if you're not interested,I suggest you make your way out of here:P
Bringing you another LOVE article:
'Can you wait?' is the question you should ask your supposedly other half,after the question of 'Can you be my stead?'...
Because if he/she can wait,it shows that he/she is not only really sincere,but also shows that you take your relationships seriously,and that means 'no play and break',which is foolish..
It also makes you and your partner-to-be more time to accept each other's flaws,and build up more understanding...
Anway,I shall stop for now...
Well,if my 'studies and observations' are so accurate,I might be on the path to being a psychologist..
So,do not comment on it,as it's only my personal opinion..
I mean,I'm not forcing you to agree or anything...
---FUNNY EXPERIENCE---
Today,I boarded a bus and had to sit beside this guy(about my older's sister age)...
He was with his group of friends and they were quite loud..
As I was about to alight,the guy said bye to me,although I don't know him...
There were also other incidents like this in the past on buses too..
???
Maybe I appear too nerdy and quiet,hence they try to make fun of me..
But in the end,it's always them who make a fool of themselves when I ignore them or stare blankly at themXD
Sometimes,I wish I could show people my qualities...
And when I don't perform,it doesn't mean I can't sing or dance well...
In fact,I try to be as unique as possible..
And to be blunt,I feel that performing causes others to think,'Is that your best?'
Currently,I'm quite into RAP...
It's cool especially in Japanese and Korean...
P.S:Fell in love with Gachapon aka the $1 'Tikam' aka '$1 vending machine'...
Especially if they come with kawaii items inside...
Just got a hello kitty,which can change its expression from there and a cute little Donald duck...
For only $1 each!
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there was a him/her to reminisce..'
--Meeting love by Rainie Yang
Here's another edition of LOVE-themed entry...
Just so curious about it...LOL
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Well,here's a quiz on LOVE..
I got the inspiration from GREEN FOREST,MY HOME...
Question:Are you likely to be the 'giver' or the 'receiver' of love in relationships?
Situation:There are two men(for guys,it's women) available for you to choose..
1.A person of the opposite sex whom you like very much,but he(she) does not show obvious signs of liking you...
2.Another of the opposite sex who likes you although you do not really like him as much as you like the 1st person..
The results will be shown at the end...
AND it might not be accurate,as it is based on my opinions...
Anyway,I always hear my friends who are attached,refer their steads to us as 'my friend',including my older sister...
Isn't it weird?I mean,why can't you just say his/her name?
LOL..
Oh,and about yesterday's story...
Another golden rule of the love angels are that they cannot be involved in love itself,so that they can do their duties well...
If you think the story's stupid,forget it~0_O
I want to change my layout to a really simple one...
Plus,I might be adding new songs...
Ok,the results of the quiz:
If you choose 1,
You are not afraid to love,and don't really expect it to be returned.You are also certain and confident of getting the one you like.However,do not display your affection so openly as your admirer might play hard to get.Also,he/she will be feeling sorry to you and might accept so as to not disappoint you.
If you choose 2,
You are afraid to lose someone that you like,hence you rather have someone who likes you more than you love yourself.You are diffident about expressing your feelings,in fear of rejection.But give your love,if you feel that it is really going to help into finding a great partner.
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In a land above the skies of the human world,lives a young angel,Ai..
In this land,known as Heaven,exists the Angel Brigade,each department with different duties to perform...
As the story goes,Ai belongs to what is known as the Love Angels,and the group's main task is to encourage love in the human world,whether it's love between family,friends or strangers...
Yet,during one of Ai's missions,she broke the Golden Rule of the Love Angels as things went wrong when she was trying to bring a couple together but ends up breaking them apart...
As punishment,she is sent to the human world and has to bring this couple back together..
Can she accomplish this task without any magical powers?
Without being involved in any kind of love herself?
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I wanted to change my layout to an 'Love Angel' theme...
But I can't seem to find the graphics I want:'(
I feel that the current layout is ugly with the yellowish patches(if you can see them)..
I only found out when I was using the old computer...
Apparently,the new computer's monitor is LCD,hence I can't spot the slight colour difference>.<
I still have my homework untouched..
It's probably the first time that I leave my holiday assignments to the last week,and how can I be like that when I'm supposed to be working harder this year?
P.S:Please don't mind my English,because I'm not good,and commenting on my language makes me feel diffident to improve,and perhaps I may not even dare to blog at all as a result...Thank You...
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But can it really change our true self,who we really are?
I want to be someone who is known to everyone by her true self...
Not by any form which is obviously not me,or you can say,acting who you are not..
I'm glad people realise that I am honest to myself and everyone else,so that they can say,'Hey,that's the HER I know'...
It's important to be who you really are,so that people can understand you,including thyself...
Just not sure on what to say~
Came back from camp today...
I might always feel myself as inferior,but that's not what I hope my friends will treat me as...
Instead,it goes to show that my friends have a important place in my heart<3
Sometimes,the signals people send to me are difficult to decipher...
I really have no idea whether you like me as a friend anot...
So,you have to go to the extra mile to send me the right message...
To those who did,thanks for clarifying my doubts:)
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If I can't find out why,I will hate you too for not letting me know...
I will despise you furthermore if you show your dislike for me without any reason..
What's wrong with me that cause you to loathe me?
Everything must have a reason..
A reason why I behave this way,why I am like that...
I can feel that I am nobody's glory...
No matter how hard I work...
They will not feel proud of me,and can only look down on me...
---:(---
I can never be in any way a princess...
No wealth,pampering,no features or characteristics of a princess,whether it's physically or psychologically..
I am only someone who people don't look up to & mock at,someone who can only be grateful for the things she has to persuade herself that she is fortunate...
P.S:Someone scratched my cheek with her fingernails two times just because I'm acting psychotic...:'(
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Even though I claim to be a great fan of AAA,I never help them in any way...
Not even by purchasing their cds,not even by being there to support them in their concerts...
So,what's the use of moral support when they don't even know people like me exist?
But it's worth supporting them,because they give me hope and happiness:)
....oO-_`='*;*%+^~.#~"_-Oo....
Why do some people neglect their friendship?
Why do they give up on friendships so easily?
Why do they see it as something of small importance?
Because they got so-called 'LOVE'?
Because they think it's not worth their time mending any broken friendships?
When you neglect your friends to go for other people,you might just be hurting yourself..
When you're on your down times,the people whom you go for might not be even there for you...
Thus,you'll be all alone,after knowing that all your neglected friends have long left you...
Serves you right,for neglecting your friends...
Especially when you neglect it for so-called 'LOVE'..
Because there's a time for every kind of relationship...
And for our age,it's reserved for friendship...
Whereas there's adulthood for us to experience the LOVE between two people...
Don't ever neglect your friends...
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That's why we didn't have it...
We weren't meant to be friends...
I changed my layout!~
Probably this will be the one to last until the 'O-LEVELS' are over..
The theme for this layout is 'Playground',because I feel that everyone has their own different playground,one where they can play and enjoy themselves in,feeling safe from dangers and worries...
My ideal playground would be something like the big indoor playgrounds that were popular in the past,like 'Fun Dazzle',or the outdoor ones,for example the one in Singapore Swimming Club,where they are filled with countless slides,stairs and obstacles...
I like the mystery and adventure that these playgrounds offer...
And most of all,the FUN!~
Actually,my favourite place is the theme parks,especially the ones in Korea where shopping and fun are packed into one!They make me feel happy and free~
Everyone has dreams....
So,let us pursue our dreams after the 'O-LEVELS' and fulfil them!~
My dreams are(in order of most importance):
--to excel in the 'O-LEVELS'..
-- to become a successful designer and trendsetter!
--to sing in the streets of Tokyo or Seoul~
Stating them is nothing,achieving them is something:)
P.S:The images for my layout are from San-X..
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